Charlotte, I am deeply sorry that I didn't give You the opportunity to be here today. What a lovely 30 year old woman You would be. God knows what kind of friendship we could have had. I'm sorry I didn't think I had the tools to raise You properly. I should have trusted Him to show us the way. It's so difficult moving forward when I hurt so badly to fix the past. You would have been an awesome member of the family, and You still are in Heaven. I wish that You could have been a legacy, someone to love as I become an old woman, someone to carry the torch, if You so pleased. Please forgive me for failing You, myself, and all the people who would have loved You dearly. I look forward to greeting You in Heaven, and thank Jesus for making all things possible in His name. Charlotte, You helped me find Jesus. Thank You. I wish that had happened a different way, so I could know You today.

Loli